I have been thinking about my kids tonight.
Not just the ones I have now and adopted, but All my kids.
I have had 20 children come to my home since 1999. Some of them I desperately wanted to adopt. a few I asked to be moved for different reasons.
I can tell you every one of their names. I wonder where they are now. I wonder if I made a difference for them. Did I love them enough, did I make the right choice.
I miss them, I pray for them and I hope for the impossible...to see them again some day.