Sunday, November 17, 2013
Well, time to get out of my comfort zone. :-( My oldest child informed me today while sitting in church that she found her birthmother and would I like to meet her?!!! I am not sure how to process this one. She has been texting and using Faceb**k to communicate with her. I read several of the text messages, they seem benign but I worry.
Friday, November 15, 2013
I have been thinking about my kids tonight. Not just the ones I have now and adopted, but All my kids. I have had 20 children come to my home since 1999. Some of them I desperately wanted to adopt. a few I asked to be moved for different reasons. I can tell you every one of their names. I wonder where they are now. I wonder if I made a difference for them. Did I love them enough, did I make the right choice. I miss them, I pray for them and I hope for the impossible...to see them again some day.