Well, time to get out of my comfort zone. :-(
My oldest child informed me today while sitting in church that she found her birthmother and would I like to meet her?!!!
I am not sure how to process this one.
She has been texting and using Faceb**k to communicate with her. I read several of the text messages, they seem benign but I worry.
I have been thinking about my kids tonight.
Not just the ones I have now and adopted, but All my kids.
I have had 20 children come to my home since 1999. Some of them I desperately wanted to adopt. a few I asked to be moved for different reasons.
I can tell you every one of their names. I wonder where they are now. I wonder if I made a difference for them. Did I love them enough, did I make the right choice.
I miss them, I pray for them and I hope for the impossible...to see them again some day.
I'm a very busy mommy of three beautiful adopted children. My big girl, my little man and princess monkeybutt are my world. Adoption has become my passion and I do whatever I can to be an advocate for foster children and adopted children. I love my family and we are loving God, loving each other and making life up as we go along!