Really?! Is it so hard to see your baby 2 times a week for 1 hour? When you live within walking distance? When you confirm 1/2 hour before scheduled visit? When you know he is changing in the blink of an eye and he is the most adorable child?
Grrrrr. Can you tell I am upset? I have been transporting Baby Boy for visits to the agency(since I am not working right now) It helps them out since they are short on time and resources. Sometimes I take Caitlyn with me and we go downtown for a walk or to Starbucks, just to kill some time.
For the past two weeks, mom has been a no show. I am wasting time and gas driving 20 minutes to get to his visit
Now, part of me says "yeah" because visit days are rough for kids in foster care and rough days for them make rough days for me. Also, in that deep down part of me where we don't visit, I think the more she doesn't show, the more chance I will get to keep him forever. You see, I am falling a little bit in love with this sweet boy.
But, I also feel for this girl. She has an amazing little man and she will regret not knowing him. I want her to get her act together for her sake ( and sometimes his) but if history is any evidence, this will not happen. Baby boy has a beautiful 2 year old sister that has been in care for most of her young life and is now on the adoption track. sigh.
I hate visit days.
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