I never wanted a boy. What did I know about being a boy? I mean really, how was I going to teach him the boy stuff? Then I got Ben. He was this tiny little baby who looked like a little old man. I love this boy so much. He is charming and funny and imaginitive, he is the perfect son for me. He is currently obsessed with trains, it is hilarious! I look forward to seeing how this little man grows up.