I have no excuse really, other than being busy. but the holidays are here again and we have had a tough season. Things are not going well for Amanda, I am struggling with my job and being a single mom and now i am taking classes to finish my bachelors degree (finally)Everyone has been healthy and Ben and Cait are back in daycare since my live in help left on short notice. My mom got a new job and now works evenings so she can't help with the kids. i am feeling overwhelmed and anxious. not the things I want to feel this special time of year. sigh. I am trying to focus on trust ing God with all things, but I am feeling very alone and maybe having a pity party for myself. so after the new year hopefully things will get better. For now, here are my little darlings.